Hello everyone and Thank you so much for your support. It had helped me emensly. I have already told some of you guys about what has been going on since my last entry.And I thought I would let all of you know as well. I went to the collage councilor shortly after I left you a letter. As a result of the first meeting I was able to drop my technical communications class. which now leaves me with five classes. Also after talking with all my teachers, I am not doing to bad at this point for three of my classes how ever two of my classes are in serios trouble. My technical math and my computer software is in serios trouble. my math teacher is will to still exept all of my past overdue asignment going back to january. But my software teacher is not so flexable. I finally found a Doctor who gave me some medication to help with my anxiaty. but unfortunately it no longer works. but when it did I had done quit well on a test the very same day I took this medication I did not study for this test and I was remembering thing I learned in class. I have an apointment with a psyciatris on the 28 of this month.I do hope I can get the help I need from this person.Also my councilor is waiting for my student loan to be approved in order to be tested for a learning disorder. Once this is official this will open the door for a whole veriaty of help I should know something next week on this matter. Thank you for all of you who sent me a letter of encouragement it helped me more than you know thanks again and feel free to ask me how things are going. Now a quick not to Lydia And to any of you people who may have heard from this person . This person is greatly depressed like I was. I recieved an Email with this person concidering on giveing up. on the whole education deal. This Email was sitting in my computer lost for a few weeks I only got I today Im trying to reach this person to prevent a possible and regretable mistake. If any one knows or heard from this person . Please reashure this person to keep going. Thank you again everybody for lifting me out of the dumps when I needed it .you can reach me at [email protected]